Saturday, February 3, 2018

Really? Inside my head during first Pool Comfort Class.

I now own goggles and two swim caps, one blue, one black. The swim caps are from a company called Friendly Swede, and they essentially sell two for the price of one .Very friendly, indeed!  Ordering this swim gear felt alien and uncomfortable. I went to a local store and tried on several pairs of goggles. None of them felt right.The sales person insisted that the googles must have a tight seal and make a popping sound upon removal.  The pop seemed impossibly unrealistic. So I did what I always do, order the best deal and the best recommended from Amazon.  Next dilemma. What color? So I did what I always do and asked Bill. He picked blue, and that's what I got. Is there a popping sound upon removal of the goggles? No. But they provide good coverage and work just fine.

I show up for my first Pool Comfort Class full of fear. The teacher is super sweet, patient, kind, and compassionate yet firm. She insists I put my head in the water and blow bubbles over and over and over again always checking on my comfort level. I feel very grateful for my goggles and swim cap. It surprises me that it is really possible to see under water with googles. My imagination takes over. I am Jacques Cousteau fearless underwater explorer. Ha! I can't even float or swim. Half way through the class, I feel like crying but am not sure why.  As a teacher, how can I not follow her suggestions? It is important to present myself as a good student, but to whom? She decides it is time to try to float. That seems utterly impossible to me, but I follow the steps she presents. Head in, blow bubbles, lift one leg then the other. I place my palms on her palms. My trust in her trust. Over and over and over again. Finally, by the end of the lesson, I am really floating with her hands parallel to mine. Matt her brother and fellow swim instructor takes the video of the last post. Lesson #1 is over.

MY FIRST PROGRESS REPORT
Well done yesterday, Giselle. You should be very proud of your progress. I'll be sending you your video via We Transfer. So keep an eye out for an e-mail from them. 

A few notes for practicing in between sessions. While developing comfort in the pool we want to progress slowly, securely and smoothly. If you feel confidently that you can practice on your own without causing too much anxiety I have written a few exercises below. If however, you feel that it may amount to too much stress, you can always wait until we have our session together to try out your new skills. What I don't want to have happen is you have an independent experience that causes distress or discomfort and detract from the work you've accomplished thus far. Be proud. You've accomplished great things in just one session.

When you are next in the pool, take a calm 5-10 minutes to yourself. 
  • Breath smoothly in through the mouth and out through the nose 6-8 times. Fully inhaling to the diaphragm and exhaling completely out.
  • With two hand firmly on the wall, start to blow bubbles, facing down. Continue until you run out of bubbles.
  • With two hand firmly on the wall, start to blow bubbles, facing down, lift one leg up behind you. Hold this position until you either run out of bubbles are feel uncomfortable. Repeat, switching legs. Repeat this exercise until you feel completely comfortable with each leg separately.
  • Still holding onto the wall with two hands, start blowing bubbles, facing down, lift both legs off the bottom to rest in a supine position. Hold this position until you either run out of bubbles are feel uncomfortable. Repeat until you feel completely comfortable with the exercise. 
  • Once you experience calm and relaxation repeatedly, take a moment to observe how your body feels while its floating. What does the water feel like as it surrounds and supports you. Just make simple observations and relax in the knowledge that both your body and the water are supporting you. 
When we come together again next week, we will review what we covered making sure you still feel the same level of comfort we left off with at the end of our first session. Then we will continue to explore how our body relates and balances in the water with other positions and exercises. 

Great work, Giselle. Can't wait until next week!

Sunday, January 21, 2018

Can you see me float?

FLOATING!!!!
I  am now taking private lessons to become more comfortable in the water. My teacher Jamee Small
uses the Total Immersion Method. During the first class, I practiced putting my head under water  and blowing bubbles  over and over and over again.  Finally, I practiced suspending one leg, then two legs.
Jamee who is so calm and friendly held onto me gradually letting go until I floated by myself for a few minutes. Major Progress. Yes, I felt unsure, a bit panicky, and needed a healthy dose of self pep talk.
Jamee even gave me homework which I did before Aqua Aerobics Class.   Got the swim cap, the goggles, and hopefully the courage and fortitude to keep on learning how to swim.

Thursday, December 21, 2017

Facing Fear

www.turtlesyoga.com

What does fear look like anyway? I suppose it is a very personal creation, each fear different, twisting inside in some dark way.  My fear of water and  the inability to swim taunts me. Here you are in the ocean in Australia; others jumping waves; me fearing for my life. Now here you are in the lovely public pool of Monflanquin; others whooping and laughing as they play and swim; me feeling awkward and a bit pathetic.  Now  here you are in another gorgeous pool, this time in Hong Kong with Bill and Daniel. As they swim laps, I hang out in the training pool behind the aqua gym class; each Chinese woman in her numbered bathing cap smiling and waving at me.  Enough! I appreciate their friendliness, but it's time to take action.

Back in Portland, I resolve to start the process of learning to swim. I am now in an aqua gym class at Turtles. See web site above. The instructor is one of the kindest people I have ever met.  After several months of classes, I love being in the water, can do all kinds of exercises with and without  props. BUT I STILL CAN'T SWIM. I dream I can swim, but I can't. Starting in January, I am taking swimming lessons. Stay tuned.

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Hong Kong Fun

 Our final trip of the summer to visit Daniel who has been working in Hong Kong for about a year.
Above pink flamingos at the Kandoorie Farm and Botanical Garden, paradise in the New Territories just outside Hong Kong Island.
 Bill on Lamma Isand where we hiked in the scorching heat and humidity.
 Kamikaze Cave on Lamma Island where the Japanese stored artillery during World War II.
 View from Lamma Island.
 Industry cannot escape us.
My solution to sun burn, Note the Daily Press Bag, a wink at son Michael's coffee shops in Brooklyn. This bag travels all around the world.
 Hong Kong, a city of tall skinny buildings.
 A new twist on the chocolate croissant at the SimplyLife Bakery. Delicious!
 I am on top of the world at Victoria Peak.
 Dried fish, possibly sardines???
 Hong Waffle Sundae. Somehow it works.
 You get the idea. Public transportation here is the way to go. Immaculate, fast, safe and Air Conditioned!!!!!
 Daniel lives in a tall pink building like this one. Harbor view on three sides. Lucky guy!
View from our hotel window. Overall impression of Hong Kong: Nooks and crannies, gritty and clean, tall skinny buildings, stairs and escalators everywhere. Great food. Gorgeous nature.  Mysterious, romantic, and the place where Daniel is happy!

Most Beautiful Poignant Wedding Ever!



Here we are in all our finery at my niece Lena's wedding in Charlottesville, Virginia.  The last picture above could represent the absence of the groom's family denied access to the USA because of their Libyan nationality.  Mom and Dad were skyped in at times during the ceremony. They saw the gorgeous bride and groom, dancing, friends, and more. A memorial table with a big bouquet of flowers stood off to the side to honor the memory of Ahmed's brother killed during the bombing of their house in Bengazi. We were moved to tears many times during this wedding.  There is nothing left to say.....

Au Revoir, Paris









It is with a heavy heart that I leave France. However, I must confess a relief this summer at leaving house issues behind to sort themselves out. I filed an insurance claim to have the plumbing/humidity problem work done. It may really take a village to sort this one out. Fingers crossed. Since I left, I got two rave reviews on AirBnB which make me feel better.  Fingers crossed, the perpetually damp corner of the living room will be better than new in a few months.

See you in September! But wait!

Time to recap. I did not fall off any chairs trying to hang up pictures in the house. Humidity and plumbing issues continue, but let's not talk about that. Love my new French market basket.  I fill it with delicious seasonal produce from the market, but it serves as a container for my bedtime ritual of bringing belongings downstairs to upstairs.